The long road home

so with a little help from my first blogger-friend, , my bestest friend, Keenat and of course Dolly Parton, I'm taking the long road home. I got a compass, a free ride and music for the road from each of them. ( and they have no idea!)

At least i have some answers...and now i know i can't have ALL the answers AT ONCE...but like i said, i'll be fine.

Life comes at me from out of the darkness and now i know that at times, i can struggle to find the courage to face it.

Thank you , thank you Keenat and of course, thank you Dolly. Y'all are right, life's beautiful, life's short, i have life...and even though i needed y'all to tell me, now i know that i love life.

And in the end, destiny is only a journey...not THE end.

i love y'all tonnnes.

Hard candy Christmas

Hey! Maybe I’ll dye my hair!
Maybe I’ll move somewhere!
Maybe I’ll get a car!
Maybe I’ll drive so far that I’ll lose track
Me I’ll bounce right back
Maybe I’ll settle down!
Maybe I’ll lose some weight!
Maybe I’ll meet someone and make him mine...
Me I’ll be just fine
Lord it's like a hard candy Christmas
I’m barely getting thru tomorrow
But still I won't let sorrow bring me way down
I’ll be fine...

still missing(...not yet presumed dead ! )

So here’s the thing…I’ve had a big problem deciding what my next post should be.
Somehow, I feel that by blogging, I’m betraying my 2-year old journal. If I tell you everything(CUZ I REALLY DO SHARE!!!), what else is left to share with her (or him???...still don’t know my journal’s sex)???
There’s so many stuff happening right now that I need answers to, when I silently ask why?? Will you give me the right answer…not the good answer or the bad answer or what you think I want to hear BUT the right answer…?
You kinda have to give me a good reason to betray my good old friend…you kinda have to give me answers.
I know that some things in life are clear and most others aren’t…just hazy…but in between these two, there are doors…will you be my door?
P-L-E-A-S-E!